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Saturday, February 9th, 2013

Time:8:19 am.
I'm glad one of us stopped wondering, I just selfishly wish it had been me. These strange dreams won't quit and it makes the wonder worse.
is there knowledge to gain?

Sunday, January 6th, 2013

Time:3:59 am.
"It's true what they say about fools who leave too soon, they don't ever really move on."


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Sunday, August 5th, 2012

Time:11:00 am.
hi.
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Friday, March 25th, 2011

Time:3:11 am.
What am I to do now? I hung it on my wall and looked for you there.
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Wednesday, November 3rd, 2010

Time:4:19 am.
To sleep. Watch it burn. The fire and an ambulance. The sirens and dead bodies. What a false pretense I live under. The truth is false. I am weak. Failure in a moment. Aching is death. I have no desire. Incurable pathology. Blankets to shake the cold. It isn't working.
is there knowledge to gain?

Friday, May 14th, 2010

Time:9:03 am.
When you're in my dreams there always so much more vivid than every other one. Whatever though.
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Sunday, April 18th, 2010

Time:10:08 pm.
Whatever you're doing, get out of my dreams, seriously. 11 years is much too long. Thanks.
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Wednesday, April 14th, 2010

Time:3:39 am.
If I never sleep a wink at night you'll be none the wiser
A pain staking need to find the root of all this evil
Only to find the devil hiding inside tearing me from limb to limb
I am Picasso's favorite work of art
The many faces I carry in hopes that tomorrow will be different
That this dream will end and release me from the burden I carry
I didn't give you permission to interrupt the sleep the night bought but you always do
And you're none the wiser and I'm singing the same song
And I'm drowning in the same ocean
Just as close as yesterday
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Monday, March 8th, 2010

Time:12:42 am.
You'll die with a fucking needle in your arm. Think you're so good at hiding but your face says it all. A junkie needing the next fix to fuck the day away, as the words flow from your mouth in a jumble of unintelligible nonsense filled with lies and yesterdays gambles. You trade your arm like a whore needing more money, but you are a whore, selling your soul to the cheapest bidder
You're living the good life, thieving from everyone, and fucking everything good away. You're in your element, and you couldn't give a shit about what's going on outside. An addict. A pathetic addict. You're fleeting. You're full of shit. I no longer believe a word you say. Trust was thrown out the door a long time ago. Get the hint. I'm done.
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Tuesday, February 16th, 2010

Time:2:35 am.
lily liver, belly achin' son of a bitch, piecemeal by piecemeal, town to town, a parade of unenthusiastic assholes, colored red with murder, the bloods on the hands, they're digging holes 6 feet down, my tombstone just waiting, the fool paid the piper in a thousand shouts, a deaf silence fills an empty forest, schizophrenia has never looked so good, a falsehood preached by hypocrites and drama queens, standing at the pulpit the preacher spews the sins of god, they'll slit the throat and smile while they sow the seed, an angry mob has come to cure the witch, and only a burning at the cross will settle the score, a flavor has set in the mouths of babes while they scream for mothers, but we're too busy drowning them in bath tubs to notice we've chewed off more than we can handle, a discrepancy of nauseating circumstances, they don't care, and my tombstone now has a body to fill the void in the hole, covered in dirt, I'll just lay here a little while longer, tell me when it's okay to breathe again.
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Tuesday, February 9th, 2010

Time:5:31 am.
Insomnia insomnia insomnia, it comes and it goes,
Never stays for long but just long enough
The sleepless endless nights of the madman that won't let go
These thoughts floating endlessly around
The static noise from a television set filtered with bees buzzing that leaves you without the right words to say
A failure within words that won't
To continue changing the song just looking for the one to match inside my head
The screaming in the night set to the strings of beethoven
Another written word about the song in my head where the readers see a blank page
Can you hear it whisper back
The song in my head
And if everything written down is another way to remember, when does it become a way to quit
I fail to see past my own faults
It keeps this ship stuck aground
The great worthy battleship that's never left the dock
And if you believe you're worth nothing then you'll become an empty blank space with nothing to give
The gun in hand
The pulling of the trigger
And a bullet which traces it's path through the heart
And I can still feel something
This is the path I will leave in my wake.
You are just a victim.
Which I like to play when the color suits me.
And in the path that I've marked there's no one else to blame but the ghost in the mirror
The haunting figure that can read my soul
It's a knockout punch
And this is everything fractured into pieces of glass that line a bathroom floor
Move and you'll cut yourself
Already bleeding
It doesn't matter
Thoughts in the night like fireflies come summer
It never ends
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Thursday, December 31st, 2009

Time:4:55 pm.
I been down and out
I been spit on for so long
I stored my shame in my belly 'til I needed to be strong
In my last guilty moment; stole a map and a truck
It's pure chance that I haven't already been picked up
But from here on the slate's clean
I'm headin' way south
Always heard the girls were pretty there, and I got to find out.
Look ma, your son's a travelin' man....
I don't know what I did..
Now on I'll do all the good I can...
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Friday, August 11th, 2006

Time:3:55 am.
"I call myself Hamlet because I think you're right," I said. "I waste my talent. I'm arrogant enough to believe that I could do almost anything I want, but the problem is that I don't know what I want. So I've been wandering through a bunch of crappy jobs and shallow relationships and killing time until I find something that lights a fire in me. But lately I've started to worry. I mean, what if I spend my whole life like this? What if I never find something that I really want to chase? And that's a real possibility. Because the truth is that I don't have any passions. Any compelling reason to exist."
is there knowledge to gain?

Friday, June 3rd, 2005

Time:2:20 am.
This great evil
Where's it come from?
How'd it steal into the world?
What seed, what root did it grow from?
Who's doing this?
Who's killing us
Robbing us of life and light
Mocking us with the sight of what we mighta known?
Does our ruin benefit the earth
Does it help the grass to grow and the sun to shine?
Is this darkness in you too?
Have you passed through this night?
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